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i didn't forsee that after graduation i'll struggle.
i am confident.
i am achiever.
i belong to the upper 1/4 of my kind.
i am younger that they are.

well, i guess because i fell in love.
on a right time, with the wrong reasons and for the wrong person.
i am a first timer.
i don't afford to be involved on trial and error for i am no longer a high school student.

i am more that willing to give everything and i am sure you're also more than willing to accept everything. but, i am pretty sure that you are not willing to return even anything.

i am stagnant, five months since then.
calculating everything yoy+me= 2 months.
it's not even mutual.

wala naman pala sa haba yun.
akala ko dati mas mahaba, mas masakit.
no guarantee.
feelings were invested.
this is the price to pay for forcing somthing.

haven't since you for ages.
i saw you on the train.
it was odd.
i still love you, i still do.
it hurts. it really does hurt.

i'm looking forward laughing outloud so hard because of this sick things.
it sucks! it really do.
part of growing up.

akala ko masasanay ako.
akala ko lang pala :P