the school boy (what actually happens right after college graduations?)

i miss wearing my white polo baring, black slacks, back shoes, back pack/mail man bag and receiving my 250php baon :)

it's been a year since i graduated from college, yay!
nowadays, it's a privilledge to have college diploma.
i know i've been very idealistic and preoccupied that i am a college graduate.

i took every chances that come my way. i race. dapat mas mauna akong magkawork than anyone else. then, i struugled.

i got employed early june. pretty cool, huh? for 5 months it turned my life upside down. i laugh, cried, smiled, frowned and fell in love.

it's a heaven and hell on earth :)

after a year?
what really happened to me?
ouch.
i can't brag anything.
i know i'm ain't that fresh compare to the fresh graduate.
but, we share the same sentiments.
we both struggle.

the constellation

last year it was ate, 7 months ago it was kuya and today it's lola. have a safe trip lowla! say my hi to the obamas :)

we've waited long years for this day to come. petitioning is damn so need of patience.
after lola passed the consul's interview, before we knew it all bags were packed.

it's so sad letting a family member leave the house. para kaming nakatira sa bahay ni kuya. 7 kaming housemates. si lola, si nanay, si tatay, si ate wena, si kuya romel, ako at si bebe. we are not waiting for the big night to arrive kasi wala nmn :P and now it's down to the 3 of us: ako, si bebe and si nanay.

before i enter college, tatay decided to left the house para mag stay sa bulacan. 3 hours papunta at 3 hours pauwi, araw-araw.

last year, it was ate wena. that's her dream. sabi nga ni tatay: ganun talaga. walang mangyayari if forever din tayong magsasama-sama. may kanya-kanyang pangarap ang mga anak na atin, sadly di tayo kasama sa lahat ng pangarap nila. she trying her luck at canada.

7 months ago, it was kuya romel's time. same reason with tatay, malayo. araw-araw, nakakapagod. he'll leave the house tulog kami, pagdating nya tulog na kami hehe.. less cost, less energy exerted din. malayo ang bangko sentral ah. saka, he's old enough to live like an independent bachelor. kaya nmn na niya, bakit hindi?

then, today it's lola's time. napaka-candid pa din ni lola. parang wala lang. i know deep inside pangrap nya din yun. it's never too late :)united states of america

dati-rati nagrereklamo ako.
ansikip naman ng bahay natin.
ang init naman ng bahay natin.
andami namang tao sa bahay natin.
ang ingay naman sa bahay natin.

well, wish granted.

i look forward na umuwi ng bahay na mairereklamo ko ulit ang sandamakmak na reklamo kong hindi ko na mairereklamo ngayon.

chuckie's love story. :]

Almost Lover by A Fine Frenzy

Your fingertips across my skin
The palm trees swaying in the wind
Images
You sang me Spanish lullabies
The sweetest sadness in your eyes
Clever trick



Well I never want to see you unhappy
I thought you'd want the same for me

[Chorus]

Goodbye my almost lover
Goodbye my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do

We walked along a crowded street
You took my hand and danced with me
Images
And when you left you kissed my lips
You told me you would never ever forget
These images

Well I'd never want to see you unhappy
I thought you'd want the same for me

[Chorus]

Goodbye my almost lover
Goodbye my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do



I cannot go to the ocean
I cannot drive the streets at night
I cannot wake up in the morning
Without you on my mind
So you're gone and I'm haunted
And I bet you are just fine



Did I make it that
Easy to walk right in and out
Of my life?

[Chorus]

Goodbye my almost lover
Goodbye my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?

So long my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do

still hurts like a brand new shoes
four loooong months
and i'm ready
out-of-sight;out-of-mind
happier
better
wiser


no regrets; just lessons
happiest days of my life after all
loneliest days, indeed.
falling in love, so easy.
falling out of love, i don't know. ask them.

time.time.time
:)

waking up, sobbing = so true.
haha!
been there, done that.
i'm lucky i have friends.
i can't blame anyone, including you.
and i still love you

...and it ends there.

the twist

sabi na sa'yo eh =P
i got a call/txt from my latest application's boss.

"I need to talk 2 u, pls get ready i'll be calling u in 20 mins.

"

then....

another text message:

"I called your haus 2log ka pa. Cge mamayang 10 am nalang. Thank u."

KAMOTE, DI BA?

parang gusto kong ma-deactivate sa mundo hehe

then, finally. presto.

"were u able to think about it? Offer is **k 4a start and then 6mons we shall evaluate."

then i replied:

Good Morning, Ma'am. Yes, I am able to think about it. I think you're right, I may not belng to operations setting. And the new offer is much better. I am very appreciative about it. Just let me know when should I report and settle everything. Thanks!"

then, here comes the phone call:

"Are you accepting the offer or not?"

*yay*

pray for me :)

consuelo de bobo

consuelo de bobo = fool's comfort.

tipong liglig na liglig sa papuri at bigla kang ibabagsak mula sa 47th floor ng rcbc tower sa makati.

*buts and ifs*

isang napakalaking badtrip. err =/

i had my my final interview early this morning somewhere near ortigas. december pa ako nag-apply, march na. ano na? mi ultimo bummer ako. =P so, feeling ko at feeling nila na siguro feeling mo din eh okay na. formality nalang blah blah blah

as usual, i'm the youngest among the applicants. i unleashed the highly extrovert me to mingle with my competitors. (na accidentally, eh nakasabay ko pa dati yung isa for other co.'s interview.)

so to make the story short and more sensible. we had a sort of panel interview (the other way around) 3 interviewees; 1 interviewer.

shooot!

pag-tingin sa akin:

1. are you serious,you're applying?
2. what is management?
3. classify your social class?
4. how much allowance do you get?
5. do you consider yourself a spoiled brat?

after 15 minutes....

both of you may now go. congratulations! we'll schedule your training. mr. reyes remain.

wtf?!

then, here she goes...

you know what, i like you. blah blah blah

you have the face for marketing. you smile a lot. you have the charm. you have the presence. but...

...and it ends there.

i didn't got the job that i've waited for like 5 months?!. :P
hahaha!

blast from the past

try out reading my old blogs.
mga kalokohan/ka-emohan/kaartehan from the past hehe :)

my million dollar ideas

My favorite blog entries:

Oct 15 - pumapatak na naman ang YOU-Lan
Sep 20 - i-THINK!
Jul 15 - ...masakit ba talaga kapag pers taym?
Jun 29 - DYSPRAXIA: clumsiness is next to laughterness
Jun 28 - naghahanap ka ba ng trabaho?
May 30 - this is weird.
May 29 - usapang softdrinks
May 26 - the sweetest love letter i've ever received
May 26 - shawt awts (collections of shout outs haha)
May 26 - one word. ten letters. three syllables. english
May 18 - the unwanted visitor
May 15 - a sad ending.
May 11 - Wie fotogen sind Sie?
May 8 - who kidnapped my siblings?
May 7 - *c-h-a-n-g-e-s*
May 5 - words of wisdom from a job hunter
Apr 24 - en medias res
Mar 3 - twists and turns
Jan 4 - two-when-tea CONFESSIONS
Jan 1 - emong: the HOTTEST L-O-L-O (yikes!)
Dec 28 - taym pers
Dec 26 - post christmas syndrome
Dec 24 - how can you face your problem, if the problem is your face?
Dec 18 - magkano ang gutom mo?
Dec 13 - "bayad po! ...isang estudyante"
Dec 10 - suuuper EMOng. (emo no more) lol
Dec 7 - i tot i taw a putty tat
Nov 30 - stephenie meyer's *twilight* rarr
Nov 25 - when i grow up
Nov 12 - talking about look-a-likes

here's the link: http://raingauge.multiply.com/journal

raingauge.multiply.com

ciao!

kick off

*the opening salvo*

i missed you, my bestfriend: *blogging*
it's been quiet a looooong time haha!
i promise, not to let go of you. itaga mo yan sa bato (sabi nga nila :P)

am ain't born talker/speaker/whatsoever/whateveryoucallit
for i am a patient LISTENER.

so let the BLOGGING a.) begin b.) begins