the constellation

last year it was ate, 7 months ago it was kuya and today it's lola. have a safe trip lowla! say my hi to the obamas :)

we've waited long years for this day to come. petitioning is damn so need of patience.
after lola passed the consul's interview, before we knew it all bags were packed.

it's so sad letting a family member leave the house. para kaming nakatira sa bahay ni kuya. 7 kaming housemates. si lola, si nanay, si tatay, si ate wena, si kuya romel, ako at si bebe. we are not waiting for the big night to arrive kasi wala nmn :P and now it's down to the 3 of us: ako, si bebe and si nanay.

before i enter college, tatay decided to left the house para mag stay sa bulacan. 3 hours papunta at 3 hours pauwi, araw-araw.

last year, it was ate wena. that's her dream. sabi nga ni tatay: ganun talaga. walang mangyayari if forever din tayong magsasama-sama. may kanya-kanyang pangarap ang mga anak na atin, sadly di tayo kasama sa lahat ng pangarap nila. she trying her luck at canada.

7 months ago, it was kuya romel's time. same reason with tatay, malayo. araw-araw, nakakapagod. he'll leave the house tulog kami, pagdating nya tulog na kami hehe.. less cost, less energy exerted din. malayo ang bangko sentral ah. saka, he's old enough to live like an independent bachelor. kaya nmn na niya, bakit hindi?

then, today it's lola's time. napaka-candid pa din ni lola. parang wala lang. i know deep inside pangrap nya din yun. it's never too late :)united states of america

dati-rati nagrereklamo ako.
ansikip naman ng bahay natin.
ang init naman ng bahay natin.
andami namang tao sa bahay natin.
ang ingay naman sa bahay natin.

well, wish granted.

i look forward na umuwi ng bahay na mairereklamo ko ulit ang sandamakmak na reklamo kong hindi ko na mairereklamo ngayon.